hey was up my Name is Emeraldi have blue eyes and brown hairi am 5.10 feet talli have 7 sisters and 5 brotherschantell had a little gril and now she is haveing a nother babyrandi had a little girl too pennies for startin over startin over.. losin everything.. from work to friends.. from shirts to tv's.. in many ways its like bein homeless. with nothin more than the clothes on ur back.. with no where to go...sitting there lookin out from a police car window wondering.. whatnow?.. who am i goin to call.. who's goin to help me now.. wishin ur father hadn't kicked ur door in..wishin ur mother would stop cryin..the officer in the front lookin and askin.. is there anyone we can call for u.. to pick u up from the station..lookin like the criminal when u really r the innocent one.. sitting there in the back seat.. u start to think back..rememberin the good times with ur buddies..lol. like when we ran from the cops..lol. haha.u know what i'm talkin about tim,terry, bryce, tom.. to the times u cook for the edmonton oilers..lol. oh ya..best job i've ever had.. to those times u sat in ur room and cried alone wonderin what brought ur life to this.. this decision to run and start over.. or stay and swallow ur pride?.. i guess its appernt what i chose eh guys?.lol wel. now i'm not in that police car. in fact i'm not even in edmonton.. and.. there's no point in me dwellin on the pst.. if this was the right decision.. cuz it would just eat me alive.. and its not wroth my time.. with a hug and a kiss i start over with a new prosecptive than when i started this journey.. i've grown and learned that without the balls to get threw life ur never goin anywhere and thats not what i wanted.. y live in fear when i can walk with my head up?.. and i'm sure u'll find someone else to stuff in the trashcan at lazerte..lol. hahaha.just so its clear u never once got me in.hahah.. :P..miss ya, love ya,emerald and chantell