Darkelf2025So you want to know about me, well alright I have nothing to hide. My name is Jonathan Matthews I am 53 years old, a retired Army Veteran, and I live in Texas. My two kids are grown, on their own and successful. Am I married? Well, I was, I am widowed now. Five years ago my wife was diagnosed with terminal mental illness due to inoperable lesions caused by cysts in the brain. The doctors recommended that she be institutionalized, I said NO. I don't turn my back on anyone, ever, and I am not a fan of mental facilities. On top of that I did not want her, on the rare days that she seemed to remember who she was, to realize she had been abandoned. So, I care for her as best I can but functionally I am alone. Last year she had a stroke which placed her in a semi vegetative state and required me to place her on limited life support similar to the case of Terri Schiavo. Copy and paste this link for more info (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Terri_Schiavo_case). She passed away (GRHS) on February
Tonyfdnyboy***If you are under 18, move on***I used to be on here under another ID but lost my login information when my comuter crashed so I am starting over.I am a single male living in Manhattan. I am a member of the FDNY and love it, I would rather do nothing else.I am a true risk / edrenalin junky. If it is safe, count me out... if I am likely to get hurt, I am in! Pain is a huge turn on, yah I know I am nuts. Work hard, play harder - sacrafice the body or go home!I am always intersted in meeting new people so please feel free to add me here. More pics coming soon as I just got a webcam. -Tony
Lockjaw1976In a sense I am reclaiming my life. Was married for almost 10 years and now recovering myself from the dark recesses of marital stupidity. Marriage is not stupid as a whole, but mine sure was! Getting over my stupid broke ass marriage and getting back in the world of the well laid!